Why?

Why are you asking for my love, for my tears, I don't get it One minute you love everything about me the next you wish that I wasn’t there? Now I have something to say if I could take back our love life to give back our friendship I would but I can’t so I am sorry.You choose: do you want me to be yours or just another girl? Am I yours or just the other girl to you?

Nightmare

My life seems

only to be a nightmare

in a world where

I wish dreams would exist

My Dreams

People say that I can control my dreams but no matter how hard I try I can't so don't ask me why because I will not lye so now I will say good bye.
Goodbye to my hopes, dreams, and all the in-betweens.

Friends

A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world

if we didn't have a friend.

Wishing You Were Mine

I am always being told to follow my heart what is it telling you. Well what if it's saying that I really like this person but afriad to tell them how I feel? What then. If you can answer that it would make my life so much easier.

Wishish You Were Mine

I sit here day and night Wishing with all my might That one day you will see How much you mean to me You're like an angel sent from above And I want you to trust me with your love I don't see you everyday But you're in my heart anyway You're gentle, kind, and sweet And then you'll finally see What I've been feeling all this time Wishing you were mine.

You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.

To lose you was worth it,
although I wasn't sure,
it seemed to make me happy,
but still so insecure.

We always said Forever
we would take it to the end
never give it up
but this time my heart couldn't mend.

It cut so deep into me
I guess it hurt you too
but when you did it, then you lied
I had to say "we're through."

I gave you all I had
I tried to make it last
but now all we have
are memories from the past.

So look me in the eye
and tell me what you see
a girl so broke inside
who's been through misery.

And now I’m moving on
with the pain that kills inside
but I’m starting to forget
by reminding myself, how you lied!

As I Fade, I Fade from You

I fade away. Slowly disappering, hoping you will take in and hold me tightly in your arms but without a surprize you just point and laugh, you would think I would be used to things like this happening to me where they happen enough, I am still standing here slowly fading away, I am fading from you

Hate what you tried to make me

I love being me. I just hate what you tried to make me. I was born the way I was and nobody can change me. You tried to get me to be someone I'm not, you wanted me to be your deffinition of perfect. Thats not me, thats not who I want to be. It's what you tried to make me. You said "I love YOU" which usually implies that you love how and what I am.

These Tears of Pain

I have shed one to many tears for you. This pain needs to end. Every tear that is falling is falling because of you. You don't see the tears because you don't see me anymore. None of my tears that have fallen are visable to you. These tears are the tears that you caused me the tears of pain.